From the journal

God is Love

June 7, 2026

A Letter to My Children

Milana Nelson

Hello, my children.

I so deeply want us to finally see each other — not over the internet, not hiding, not afraid of anything. What is keeping you from taking the step that would restore peace and love in our family? Think about that.

Convince the people whose fault this is that it is their most important duty and responsibility to help us restore our rights.

Because if you are afraid of other people — that means your rights have been taken from you. If you physically cannot buy a ticket and come to me, or arrange a meeting at your address — why are the people who are supposed to help you not doing for you what is vitally necessary for your wellbeing?

I have not come to you yet because I have no money. But you, it seems, have everything you need? I do not have your address or telephone. You do not answer my e-mails. Do you know my address? I live at Gari Chiarottino – my American Dad. Milana Nelson in c/o Gary Chiarottino 7072 Portal Way STE 130, Ferndale, WA. That is an address I do not love, because I am hurt here. It isn’t just Gary’s fault. It is fault of the community that let injustice in our lives happen in the year 2011 – when I was left alone, without help, home and money and you with opposition.  

I want so much to come to you, and to be involved in your concerns and my own. To find and bring back our family. That is very important. I am being kept here by deception and by force. I came here this time to file for legal separation and to finally obtain the finances that will help me find you and find myself — my independence.

You must learn to listen to God. Who is your God? Why do you not listen to Him? The Bible teaches that we shall listen to God. Bible teaches that God is Love. God IS Love. The only God worth listening to IS LOVE. I cannot help you if you will not listen to the voice of Love — the voice of the only God.

Does Love in your heart tell you that I love you? Does Love tell you that you must find your mother and take her away from the people who are hurting her? I know what it says. I am being forced to live away from you. I am being used here. We owe nothing to anyone. We owe each other — ourselves.

Children, do not be afraid of anyone if Love is in your heart — God will help you. Find me and let us live by one another. Build our new home – the Nelson’s Estate I and your Godfather were dreaming about when we moved to WA state. And those who stand in the way — count them boldly as enemies. They have no place in our family. Learn to be strong and to stand up for me and for yourselves. It is simple. Just come and take me home with you.

I am a legal resident of America and of the whole world. I am telling you plainly — do not believe those who turn you against your own heart. They are envious. They are enemies who need to keep you from acting. Because they feed on our grief.

Enough. Do not worry about your captors. They are not welcome among us until they come in faith — and so they force their way in. Let them ask forgiveness and apologize. Come.

I love you.

Mom