From the journal

🌌 Understanding Cosmic Identity: Arizona’s Mysteries and Project Partum Veritas

December 11, 2025

✨ If not for the happy family life we shared in the Arizona mountains, Project Partum Veritas would never have been written. The mysteries of the White Mountains, together with the power of living joyfully with my children and my husband, inspired me to imagine a small experimental town. In this town, scientists—aware of the corrupting particles called Messers—discovered a way to transform them into Happicles: radiant particles that heal, restore goodness, and make the world brighter and happier. I later named this town Meadow of Light, a sanctuary where science, faith, and family intertwine. ✨

✨ The Project is, in many ways, an invitation to lift the veil between the Outer World and the Kingdom of Grace—revealing how landscapes, legends, and everyday lives can open doors to something greater. Each chapter begins with a verse from the Bible, guiding the reader into a vision where science and Christian faith are not divided but inevitably intertwined. Just as scattered particles can be transformed into harmony, so too can wandering souls be gathered into the presence of Christ. Christianity alone offers the promise of eternal life and eternal families—a perfect world, a heaven on earth—through the acceptance of the body of God. Son, daughter, father, mother, and Holy Spirit are one family, united in Jesus Christ, the only Creator and Redeemer who delivers humanity from evil. ✨

✨ In fact, I began writing the story in Washington state—the very place where threats and deception tore my happy family apart. In Whatcom County, I, a devoted and loving mother, a brave citizen of the USA with a heroic Russian background, was hunted like a wounded animal into homelessness and deprivation, all because I stood against child trafficking and abuse. In those dark days, I kept my spirit alive, sustained by memory and faith. Out of this struggle came the hope that storytelling through Project Partum Veritas might resonate with the souls of the American people, opening the truth to many: that the police wronged me, loving mom, and loyal citizen; the police persecuted me by error when misled by the organized criminals, and that I was not a criminal deserving the life without my children and without my home, – a victim of corrupted structures and criminals instead. Like a lost Happicle attacked by many Messers I cannot convert them into Happicles without your help. Through this story, I express my hope for reunion with my children, restoration of my family, and recovery of a greater truth: that destroying loving families is the weapon organized criminals use to weaken America. Loving families are the bricks 🧱 that build a strong nation, and a happier, better world can only be rebuilt by restoring those families broken by criminal structures. ✨

✨ My battles against organized structures were so unsuccessful because I stood alone—one voice against many. People did not know the truth: that I was the victim. Through my writing I hope my talent open hearts and reveal the reality. In the tearful and rainy Washington, where my life turned into a nightmare, it was the mysteries and happy memories of Arizona that kept me alive. Again and again, I returned to Arizona to heal after painful battles in Whatcom County and across Washington state. In this blog, I want to share some of the cosmic stories that inspired my sci‑fi vision, born from both suffering and hope. I know that the same organized structures—or even good people misled by them—try to ridicule my personality, and censor my writing. Yet I write to raise awareness, to stand against organized criminals, and to empower my voice so that truth may finally be heard. ✨

Let me share with you 🌲 Stories from Arizona’s Cosmic Paths. Arizona is alive with tales that echo through its deserts and forests. All the experiences are true.

Traveling to the Navajo Reservation to see the mysterious crater, created by fallen meteor ☄️: a mile-wide scar reminding us of the universe’s power. Visit it to experience the corridor in the air created by the meteor, and to see the sight. When you are there you will remember my words: the place isn’t just a sightseeing, it contains spiritual mysteries, whispers that will steer your spirit and might lead to sensational discoveries as well.

Next, visit Sedona Vortexes 🌀: Red rocks said to swirl with invisible energy, inspiring spiritual visions and healing.

Explore White Mountains: Geronimo’s Pathways 🌠: Apache stories tell of secret trails in the White Mountains that lead to parallel worlds and time travel portals.

Read about alien encounters in the area 👽: From Travis Walton’s famous abduction story to the Phoenix Lights, Arizona skies are full of mystery.

These stories, passed down and retold, make Arizona a place where science, myth, and imagination meet.

🏞️ Family Adventures in the White Mountains
Step into the mysteries and explore other adventures I loved, that Arizona offers to young explorers and their families.

Greer Resort 🏡: A cozy mountain getaway, perfect for stargazing and storytelling by the fire.
Polar Express to the North Pole 🚂✨: Grand Canyon train journey on a magical ride that brings Christmas alive.
Awe at the sight of Grand Canyon and experience the cosmic power strengthened at the sight, according to many who traveled there. Yes, me as well, I can confirm it.
Pinetop & Show Low 🌲: Small towns where the mountains whisper legends and families find joy in simple living.

🎄 Holiday Magic in Phoenix, Tucson, and Mesa
Arizona’s cities also shine with cosmic and spiritual light:

Mesa 🌟: The Temple of Jesus Christ Visitors Center offers Nativity stories from around the world. The temple parks glow with Christmas lights, music, and storytelling—open to the public.
Phoenix 🎶: A hub of culture and holiday events, where desert nights sparkle with festive displays.
Tucson 🌺: Visit the Botanical Gardens and the Reid Park Zoo 🦁, where families using Food Stamps can receive discounted admission.

✨ Disney & National Geographic Adventures
For those who want guided journeys:

📌 If you’d like, you can ask me to help with booking these adventures—I’ll gladly assist in connecting you to the right pathways.

🌠 Final Invitation
Arizona is more than a destination—it’s a cosmic identity, a living story. From craters and canyons to Christmas lights and trains to the North Pole, it invites families to explore together, lifting the veil between worlds and discovering the Kingdom of Grace in everyday wonder.

✨ So pack your curiosity, carry your imagination, and let Arizona’s mysteries guide you into adventures that may lead to greater discoveries. Who knows—perhaps you are one of the scientists destined to uncover the secret of Happicles, particles that will transform our world into a brighter, happier place. Maybe, just maybe, a hidden lab in the mountains once existed, and perhaps we have all been shifted, unable to remember the great past because Messers, the corrupted particles, interfered. And what if, by restoring what was broken, we could bring back the Happicles that were lost—rekindling hope, healing families, and rebuilding the world into the place it was always meant to be? ✨