From the journal

Reflections on Doctrines & Covenants 130 and Phoenix šŸ¦ā€šŸ”„, AZ

November 17, 2025

My heart is filled with hope more than before now. I feel this way whenever I am in Arizona. Arizona is my home state, the place where I was happy, together with my celestial family: husband and our children.

I didn’t see him for many years. But it doesn’t matter. He is my husband, my sweetheart, with whom we gave promises to God and had our children. I cannot be happy with another man and I prefer to live alone if not with him and not with my children.

Today I met with people in a new area, as I moved away from Washington State, where my heart and soul were just not in place. Will I ever like living in Washington? Perhaps not. Unless a miracle happens and the Washington state issues a public apology to me and my children and a grand check to recompensate losses and damages caused to our family since 2011.

I will not dive into all the misery caused to my family, because I choose to focus on the present, and though it was not the state of Washington that wanted our misery, the legislation of the state of WA skillfully manipulated by organized criminals, systematically harmed and harassed me and my children since 2011 to 2016 and never cared to apology since then.

In the new area, in Arizona, as always the sky is tall and beautiful and the air in Phoenix is clean and pure, as compared with the last time I was visiting (four years ago). I am sure the new water sources cleared it up, as well as more vegetation and greenery. The city of Phoenix is blooming.

Western Canal in Mesa, AZ
Water Source: Salt River

Let me remind you my poem about Pinetop – Lakeside, where I spoke about Phoenix a little as well:

Away from hot, exhausting breathĀ 

Of suffocating brown air

Embracing valley in the sheath.Ā 

Among the mystic nowhere,

Ā Above the clouds, in the sky,

Where light is transparent and fair,Ā 

Where stars may rest on top of pines,Ā 

And dance on pink horizon line,

A little town of Pinetop

Is resting on a mountain’s slope.

…

Now the brown air I was talking about is history, – and I put it on my waiting list to write a poem about the city of Phoenix and the suburban areasšŸ¦ā€šŸ”„.

… As for Doctrines and Covenants we discussed the revelation of Joseph Smith together in the new area today. I met Heidi – mother of three children and Cali with her husband – young parents of five children; I met Sherry and Joe – faithful married couple of middle age, and Brother Richard, and Sister Karen, who invited me for watercolor activities, andĀ  Sylvia from Spanish Ward, who taught meĀ  some Spanish and invited me to join gathering with food offerings. I met many people whose names I didn’t yet know, but I want to express my gratitude here today to everyone. God bless my brothers and sisters in Christ.Ā  Well, we discussed the Doctrines and Covenants 130 together.

I decided to write about it, because there are so many things I want to share about the celestial world, that it is better to write them down. My revelations about the celestial world are a little bit advanced. We know, what we learn fromĀ  the Bible, the Book of Mormon and Doctrines and Covenants is not everything, not the whole truth.

There is no end to the growth and perfection of our world. The planet we live on now is called earth, but the structure of the world and the planet can be changed once Jesus Christ comes to reign. It is said in the Doctrines and Covenants 130:2 ā€œAnd that same sociality which exists among us here will exist among us there, only it will be coupled with eternal glory, which glory we do not now enjoyā€.

We laughed together imagining the same sociality, filled with so much confusion and controversy, and decided, it will not be the same anymore, – the eternal glory will cast away evil.

In D&C 132 Joseph Smith shares another revelation that tunes to my knowledge of the Celestial Kingdom and the kingdom to come when Jesus reigns on earth: ā€œBehold, mine house is a house of order, saith the Lord God, and not a house of confusion.ā€

By the way, Satan will be locked for 1000 years, and together with Satan all the evil. I was thinking about what could happen in 1000 years with Satan and decided that if Satan’s spirit is not cleansed and repented it will perish. There is a revelation by Joseph Smith about it. Please remind me in comments what scripture I am talking about.

This is another confirmation that the structure of the world will be different, – I found it in the D&C 132:13 – ā€ And everything that is in the world, whether it be ordained of men, by thrones, or principalities, or powers, or things of name, whatsoever they may be, that are not by me or by my word, saith the Lord, shall be thrown down, and shall not remain after men are dead, neither in nor after the resurrection, saith the Lord your God.ā€

Therefore, what sociality does the Lord talk about through Joseph Smith? I believe, the same family structure that we have now.Ā  Our families will be restored in the eternal glory omit the confusion and controversy and arguing of the world.

Will we be restored to our youth, or will we be restored at the age we had when we passed away? I think that we will be restored at the age we had when we passed away, but in our eternal glory we will receive blessings and rewards and if you had a physical disability it will be cured, and you will have your perfect body, too.

But if a child passed away, when the child is restored to the family, he or she will continue to grow and will remain in eternal glory and in a perfect body. When an older person is restored in eternal glory, he or she will be able to grow younger and stronger and enjoy parenthood again or even enjoy it for the first time.Ā  Many people who didn’tĀ  have childrenĀ  will be able to become parents.

The D&C 130 are beautiful and hope-instilling in the faithful hearts. I want once again, to pray for the coming of Jesus Christ and his reign all over the world.

Dear Eternal Father and Lord Jesus Christ, I pray to see you and to witness the glory of the world resurrected and restored in your reign as soon as now, even tomorrow if this is possible. I pray for Satan to be locked for a thousand years and I pray for the joy of the world I knew suffered and afflicted in your name and because of the Christian faith. I pray that sisters and brothers in Christ and our eternal families be healthy and strong in body and spirit and glorify your name and your Gospel by our presence, bringing more believers to our faith. I pray for miracles and for manifesting miracles through our deedsĀ  on earth. In the name of Jesus Christ. In your holy name, amen.

It is promised further, that ā€œthe earth will become as a crystalā€: